Well I've always SAID this was my "theme" song...but NOW I'm gonna LIVE by my theme song! It's bad enough that "HE" ignors ME and blows ME off and shit...but when it takes all I have to text him and tell him that the kids wanna see him (they've been askin for him for 2 damn days now!!!) and he STILL blows the KIDS off...well...THAT'S when I had my epiphany!!! I KNOW he's been workin long hours...but he's STILL got time to go out almost NIGHTLY and spend time with the SKANK and talk to HER on the phone INSTEAD of me and the kids when he is SUPPOSE to be workin things out with ME!!! Well...I've come to the conclusion that there's NO hope for him to git over his drinkin problem NOW he's gonna hang out with the town drunk AND whore all rolled in a big FAT TUMOROUS SKANK!!! So he can HAVE that....but as for ME....IT"S TIME FOR ME TO FLY!!!!
I've been around for you, I've been up and down for you, but I just can't git any relief! I've swallowed my pride for you, I've lived and LIED for you, but you still make me feel like a thief! You got me stealin yer love away cuz you NEVER give it. Peelin the years away and we can't relieve it. I make you laugh, and you make me CRY...I believe it's TIME FOR ME TO FLY!
You said we WORK IT OUT! You said that you had no doubt. That deep down we were really in love! Oh but I'm tired of HOLDIN on to a feelin I KNOW is GONE! I do believe that I've had ENOUGH!!! I've had enough of the FALSENESS of a worn out relation. Enough of the JEALOUSY and the INTOLERATION! Well I make you laugh, and you make me CRY...I BELIEVE IT'S TIME FOR ME TO FLY!!!
TIME FOR ME TO FLY!! Oh I've got to set myself FREE! Time for me to fly...And that's just how it's GOT to be!!! I know it hurts to say goodbye..BUT IT'S TIME FOR ME TO FLY!!!
That's one of my FAVORITE songs by Reo Speedwagon! I guess it says it ALL huh?! I've been SO damn sick for the past 4 days, I thought I was gonna DIE!!! I had some bills to pay so I've had like $10 to my name this WHOLE week! I haven't even been able to go git my anitbiotics the doctor perscribed! Most of the time I've even been too sick to go to the store anyway. I run there on the minute that I'm not dizzy and coughin my head off! But it's just been to git milk and stuff for the kids! I feel so bad cuz they've been out of school and all I can seem to do is sleep! It just seems when I'm awake my throat and head hurts so bad I can't stand it! My alergies are really kickin in too...so my eyes are FILLED with this goopy stuff and when I wake up they're glued shut and it takes me 10 minutes to pick all the crust off of them! I've NEVER had this kinda alergy problem EVER!!!! I just want my throat to stop hurtin and to stop feelin so dizzy! I NEED my medicine! Ahhhhhh!! This guy came by tonight to git his drum set (that I should have sold months ago) cuz they've been in my garage for over 2 years now...but he owed us money and I thought if I gave him his stuff back I could git that money so I could git my medicine. But apparantly not everything was there and I could tell he was pissed. When I asked him if he had that money of course he said NO and then proceeded to tell me that if he didn't git his cymbals back that he was gonna git his GOON after Paul! What a nice guy huh?! I just hope his goon throws a kick or two in there for me too!!! HA!!! Naw...I'm just kiddin! Sorta! Well I'll never hear from HIM again anyway! But I sure coulda used that money! What PISSES me off is he had the NERVE to be PISSED off that his cymbals were gone! He's fuckin LUCKY we still kept ANY of his shitty drums! We were gonna give them to one of Matts friends...but we figured that would be WRONG!! So we drug the stoopid things around with us for the past 2 years! STORAGE would have cost more than the $120 he OWED us! So YER WELCOME BOB!!! (NO not the BOOB we all know and love) but a dude I use to bowl with! What a DICK!!! Well at least I don't have to worry about his shit anymore and I won't ever have to see or talk to him again! No LOSS there!!! He just REALLY needs to leave Paul alone too! But I guess I'm not gonna worry about "HIM" anymore! So that's been MY wonderful SICKLY week! How has YERS been goin? It's gonna git HOT this weekend! Hopefully I'll feel better...I wanna go to the LAKE this weekend and PARTY!!!! Let's all make PLANS!!! I'll write more later. I have my counseling session tomorrow. I think I'm gonna tell her I don't think there's any USE in us comin anymore since "he's" not even gonna TRY! So WHY BOTHER?!! Ya'll take care...come out and see me this weekend!
I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!
Angie, I hope you feel better. It sounds like you have a serious case of pink eye as well as terrible allergies. You need to call your doctor and tell him to prescribe something for that too! If you need me to pick up your meds I will, just call me.
Love ya
Posted by: Linz | June 15, 2006 at 03:36 AM
Thanks Lindsey...yer the GREATEST baby! I found some antibiotics in my bathroom that I'm usin for now. After tomorrow I will have the money to go git my perscriptions. I'm usin this alergy eye drop stuff that seems to be workin on the goopy stuff in my eyes so I don't think it's pink eye...to tell ya tha truth I think MOST of this is ALERGIES! WTF??? I've NEVER had an alergy season THIS bad! STRESS has alot to do with it too I guess! FUCK STRESS!!
Posted by: Angie | June 15, 2006 at 07:33 PM